Doing: Writing this stupid stuff..
Music: You Hong Ming - Lian Shang Ling Yi Ge Ren (recommended)
Mood: Love sick..
Yozz..
damn, so free lately.. school'd started, but somehow i have one more week of holidays before my lessons really start next monday.. so, lately i'm damn free at home doing nothing at all.. have a report to rush but don't really feel like doing, hungry but don't really feel like making dinner.. i'm feeling just like a zombie.. somebody helps me? lol..
i have a problem, maybe you guys can help me out? email me any suggestions?
i get to know this gal, and i really like her alot.. she's nice, caring and friendly, mature in thinking and always doing those things that will really surprise me.. her background and everyday life makes her a really special person, at least to me.. sometimes she's cute sometimes she's serious.. i really like her this way..
well, here is the problem.. we aren't really close.. although we know each other not long ago, i really wish i can get closer, you know? somehow she seldom replies my sms, yet sometimes she sms me nice pic msg, maybe its like since she's sending everyone might as well send me? haha, i don't know.. i do call her, but she's a busy person.. that i understand, the things she have to do everyday, if i'm her i'll go nuts.. so, in the end we seldom chat for long.. and most of the time i really miss her and really wish i can talk to her or even seeing her in person.. i'll go nuts after seeing her.. lol..
here's another problem.. seems like every other guys are going after her too? although she didn't really show much interest in them, but don't forget i'm one of them too? how to make myself special? how to stand out among the crowd? i wish to be the guy she'll really take interest in.. but, out of the so many whom are going after her, i guess i'm not really the best.. in fact, to compare with them, i felt so tiny, so useless.. all the guys have good points i don't have, have things that i don't possess.. so how am i suppose to fight against them? a pure heart has no use.. i know i know, sometimes one just has to be confident with himself.. but Jiarui was right, he said i'm not confident in this case..
somehow, while chatting with her, i have no idea why, i'm always tongue-tied.. i'm supposed to be experienced in love matters, always chatting with my female friends.. *oOps* i guess if i'm suppose to chase after other gals, i would have won their heart already.. lol.. but she's just so special.. somehow, i don't know what to talk about when i'm with her.. i felt so nervous.. so anxious.. and this is the first time i had ever felt this way.. somehow i feel that she's the one for me.. i will really love her if there's a chance.. and i'll really take care of her.. forever.. who won't want to find someone to take care of them their whole life? and who won't want to find someone whom they will take care of? love is always going two way..
so, any suggestions? how to get her attention..
please, feel free to email me your solutions..
i'll appreciate it very much..
stay sweet will ya?
tata~
Music: You Hong Ming - Lian Shang Ling Yi Ge Ren (recommended)
Mood: Love sick..
Yozz..
damn, so free lately.. school'd started, but somehow i have one more week of holidays before my lessons really start next monday.. so, lately i'm damn free at home doing nothing at all.. have a report to rush but don't really feel like doing, hungry but don't really feel like making dinner.. i'm feeling just like a zombie.. somebody helps me? lol..
i have a problem, maybe you guys can help me out? email me any suggestions?
i get to know this gal, and i really like her alot.. she's nice, caring and friendly, mature in thinking and always doing those things that will really surprise me.. her background and everyday life makes her a really special person, at least to me.. sometimes she's cute sometimes she's serious.. i really like her this way..
well, here is the problem.. we aren't really close.. although we know each other not long ago, i really wish i can get closer, you know? somehow she seldom replies my sms, yet sometimes she sms me nice pic msg, maybe its like since she's sending everyone might as well send me? haha, i don't know.. i do call her, but she's a busy person.. that i understand, the things she have to do everyday, if i'm her i'll go nuts.. so, in the end we seldom chat for long.. and most of the time i really miss her and really wish i can talk to her or even seeing her in person.. i'll go nuts after seeing her.. lol..
here's another problem.. seems like every other guys are going after her too? although she didn't really show much interest in them, but don't forget i'm one of them too? how to make myself special? how to stand out among the crowd? i wish to be the guy she'll really take interest in.. but, out of the so many whom are going after her, i guess i'm not really the best.. in fact, to compare with them, i felt so tiny, so useless.. all the guys have good points i don't have, have things that i don't possess.. so how am i suppose to fight against them? a pure heart has no use.. i know i know, sometimes one just has to be confident with himself.. but Jiarui was right, he said i'm not confident in this case..
somehow, while chatting with her, i have no idea why, i'm always tongue-tied.. i'm supposed to be experienced in love matters, always chatting with my female friends.. *oOps* i guess if i'm suppose to chase after other gals, i would have won their heart already.. lol.. but she's just so special.. somehow, i don't know what to talk about when i'm with her.. i felt so nervous.. so anxious.. and this is the first time i had ever felt this way.. somehow i feel that she's the one for me.. i will really love her if there's a chance.. and i'll really take care of her.. forever.. who won't want to find someone to take care of them their whole life? and who won't want to find someone whom they will take care of? love is always going two way..
so, any suggestions? how to get her attention..
please, feel free to email me your solutions..
i'll appreciate it very much..
stay sweet will ya?
tata~